Scholarships~~~ (+luv)

Just spent half a day at Sunway Pyramid CC just to take the asean scholarship selection tests...
Met Veronnie!!!! Woohoo!!! She said she had been applying for three years straight but she couldn't get in. This is her last year trying...
Tired....
Just one thing that bugged me the most... I can't get XXX and YYY off my head...
ESPECIALLY YYY!!!! From love 2 hate 2 love 2 hate again!!!!
I dunno wat to do with him...
I see him every day and if we ever talk at all, we only talk about prefect stuff...
If you still dunno my love life this year, it is extremely complicated...

XXX profile
~ Luvs manga and anime
~ Kawaii when he winks... <3 (he winked at me 3 times)
~ Helpful (sumtimes... XD)
~ D.O.B: 17th January
~ height same as me

Story of XXX
~Fell for him since October last year
~He suspected it then asked me on FB
~I told him on FB
~Nvr talk for a week
~Currently, falling in and out of luv with him
~Still having lots of fun with him (as frenz)

YYY profile
~ Funny
~ Helpful (sumtimes... XD)
~ More responsible than me
~ D.O.B: 2nd March
~ seriously taller than me

Story of YYY
~I found out that he has a crush on my best friend
~Ignored him for 3 days... :P
~Normal
~Few days after that, my 2nd best fren helped me tell him
~He sent a message saying sorry... I cried...
~I'm trying to get over him...
~I think almost everyone knows he likes my bf, teachers teasing...
~Hurt so bad.... TUrn 2 hate...

I KNOW!!!! IT'S COMPLICATED, RITE???????

Damn it!!! Since these things happened, having low self-esteem... :(
(In my heart, its like they have rejected me... So, heart broken twice in a year :'()