I give UP!!!

I'm pathetic... Even a normal person would not like me...
I'm nvr gonna meet other person in my entire life if i go on like this...
And i'm fine with it, as long as my heart's bandages still intact...
Studies r important and I'm gonna focus on it and of coz, NEKO BEATS! too...
I'll prove to them that I'm nvr near a loser and I'm worth loving every minute...

Wait... why do I even care wat they think about me? I guess I'm a ppl pleaser than self pleaser... Nvr in a day it's about me (except with MUGI,MIO&YUI)... most of the time, I'm off pleasing everyone else...

I thought pleasing everybody wud get me the attention I didn't get in primary... I was proven wrong... It's almost the same but 0.01% better than primary... Every body hates me for who I am and who I am not... exception for my family and my "family"